I'm in the place that I hate most again - meds seem to be working but the overwhelming want of death is there. How does a person feel happy, good about life but still want it all to end. It freezes me, the inertia makes me scream in my head and wish to scream in life. If others feel this way they hide it well or maybe I'm just too tired to hide it.
I hate.
I'm exhausted.
I just don't know what to do.
I want death but I fear it.
I wish someone would save me.
Give me the answers.
I know this type of talk frightens most people but I am desperate. I don't want to continue.
Time.
Give it, take it, waste it, need it.
I'm so tired.
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